[Complaint against Meow19]

Admin(s) Key: Meow19
Your ckey (Byond username): LilyCandyCat
Your Discord name (if applicable):

Date(s) of incident (GMT preferred): 29th September, 2023

ROUND ID: 37489

Nature of complaint: Misapplication of rules/misconduct? Unsure.

Links to all relevant ban appeals for any bans related to this complaint:

Brief description (tl;dr here. Just the critical elements): Told another character to kill themselves whilst in character, spoke with an admin about it who said it was out of line, I agreed and apologized to the other character in LOOC, admin understood the situation, Meow19 took over the situation a significant amount of time later and decided that the other admin was wrong and banned me anyway despite the situation already being rectified.

Full description of events: As a vampire (Creme De Cassis) I was caught by security. Standard affair, as I'm not particularly good at security. As I typically do as Creme, I pulled a hissy fit, yelling at the officers. When one of them taunted me, I told them to kill themselves. This was in character, and I thought it'd be reasonable to say in character as a character pre-established with anger issues, and not only that, taken over by a bluespace vampire. An admin (Marmite) told me that it wasn't okay to do and makes me come across as an asshole. This gave me a much clearer look about how my actions may come across and that people will inevitably see the characters as the people behind them. Knowing how my in-character toxicity may have affected someone, I spoke in LOOC chat to the person I yelled at to apologize about how it may have come across, and made sure to make all of my further toxicity clearly in character complaints. Afterwards, when I was planning an escape from perma with multiple other vampires, Meow19 messaged me, assuming that the other admins hadn't read my notes or made enough proper consideration, and banned me, despite all altercations I have had with admins since the start of the month being minor and/or handled. Although seemingly a minor situation to be banned from a game, the community is what I'm here for, and I thought that being informed of what I had done wrong by Marmite had genuinely helped me. I understand I was on thin ice, but allowing other admins to moderate their own situations is why we have such a diverse moderation team. As the situation was already handled, it felt unstructured and unprofessional that Meow19 came in an extended period later only to disregard the resolved situation.

As they were the one who told me to make a complaint, I hope it's taken into account and that this situation turns in my favor. This community means a lot to me, and it hurts a lot to be taken from it unceremoniously when I had been making a conscious effort to improve.

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