[hi]

The name i seem to have settled on is Karl Saalheimer for most games, but for most of the games I've played (this is before settling on a name) I had a random name. My character is bald, usually has a black cap and black jumpsuit on as well as cowboy boots (I'm from Texas). I'd say my favorite role is chemist, followed closely by security officer and bartender. You've probably seen me around and I've probably seen you around. 

I have ASD so sometimes I tend to overreact and freak out under stressful situations in-game so sorry if I've harm-batoned you before. I also like playing songs on the piano and just talking to people in the bar. Also creating a Thunderdome-esque fight pit is super fun, but only when security isn't being big meanies. 

I'm also a furry and appreciate the vulps on the server though I personally choose not to play a vulp because I feel like I would just end up playing my fursona and that doesnt appeal to me for some reason.

I'm probably not going to be able to play again for a really long while after Thanksgiving though because of life stuff :(

Anyways, that's me!

[PurpleGenie - Abusive conduct, wrongful ban and denial of appeal]

Hi. Your admin, PurpleGenie, was being extremely condescending towards me in his reply to my unban appeal. I'm certain I did not violate the server rules, because I did not use any sort of racial slur or racially attack anyone nor does the logo of the SS, a force largely made up of conscripted men from Germany and German-occupied territories during World War 2, violate this rule. Unfortunately, I can't access the discord server rules thanks to be being banned, but if it goes along the same lines, I have not violated that either.

Nonetheless, your admin banned me (without telling me why, both times) and in a great show of emotion personally attacked me by describing me as something horribly offensive, as someone with a "Nazi fixation." I am someone who has family members who died in World War 2 and the Holocaust, and this is extremely hurtful. Then, he tops it off with labeling me as someone who "doesn't belong," or someone who is something of an "undesirable," which ironically, is very Nazi.

See, what this admin has committed is a personal attack on me, one that is actually harassment, and he has the gall to say I've broken some rule. The difference is that icons and symbols and words only have meaning in context and the context in which I used the SS logo was sarcastically mocking people who complain about vulps, calling them Nazis. Your man, seeing those scary sig runes, read this as me being a fervent supporter of National Socialism and a regular reader of "The White Worker." The "racist name" he brings up from my previous ban/unban, in context, is because I am literally smashing an Asian woman on the daily. Your man, seeing the scary word, "gook," read this as me being some sort of horrible baby-killer that prays to the Lord, God, that he may transport be back to '66 so I can take part in Zippo raids in Vietnam.

I have not called anyone a gook on your server, or any server. I have not flashed my SS tattoo and scalped a Rabbi on your server, or any server.

Your man, however, used his words in context which were personally directed towards me to cause harm. That may not have been his intent, but the words he wrote were vitriol, aimed directly at me and in the process he managed to strike a very sensitive nerve.

Essentially what this boils down to is your admin being trigger happy with assumptions and accusations to the point where I feel like it's harassment. Banning me, then I have to crawl back and ask your powertripping Nazi admin to unban me only for him to insult me. Perhaps this could be made more clear if your admin wouldn't be so quick to permanently ban people and then sort it out through unban appeals. It's the equivalent of shooting first and asking questions later. Bureaucratically this makes sense, but I assume PurpleGenie is not in charge of the White House, he's helping to admin on a server for a niche role-playing space game.

["My Country"]

My country is Texas. My country is the best country. Prove me wrong.

[Soda or Pop]

Coke. God bless the South