[Can someone atleast give me some kind of feedback besides "go away, consider this a warning" on my appeal.]

So my appeal has been out for a LONG time, I've seen appeals that are younger than mine getting approved or denied. I apologized for what I did and I'll do it again. I'm sorry for acting out of line when i was having a bad day because of people who treat this server like gmod roleplay or a HRP server. So i got pissed after a long day of work and getting to decide between my dog's medicine or a bedframe while facing the threat of layoff even during fucking Christmas. Again I'm not excusing the welderbomb, I'm trying to provide context for why this isn't a usual thing for me to do. I don't know I'd just like to have a response from somebody that isn't just condescending or hissing and snarling, it's kinda silly considering they're admins.